Why Im upset

I am upset because the things I have to try are drinks with the powder in them and food I dont like. The problem is that I don't like it when I have to try new food because if I do Ill might throw up every time which is because I don't like it. My other problem is if I don't wanna try new food then I will have to try drinks with powder in them and that's another problem because if I try it Ill might spit it out every time. When this happened today it made me feel like I'm in a sad mood. It makes me wanna bite myself and slap myself really hard. It is like when I slapped my mom and bit her even though I know I shouldn't bite because bullies bite even though I'm not a bully because I was angry because I got in trouble for touching Maegan, Sandra and Mat's pop because they weren't mine as if I got in trouble because if I touch food I have to eat it and if I touch drinks I have to drink them. I said I wanted blood because blood hurts you that's why I was mad.

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